Wednesday, April 3, 2024

Terror and Amazement -- Easter Sunday

Mark 16:1-8

March 31, 2024

 

            “So they went out and fled from the tomb, for terror and amazement had seized them; and they said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid.”

            These words aren’t exactly what we expect from an Easter message, are they? There is no celebration, no elation. There is no shout of “Christ is risen! He is risen indeed!” There are no “Alleluias!” Nothing about these words or the message they convey are joyful or exultant. They don’t seem to reflect – at all – what has just happened: that Jesus of Nazareth who was crucified is no longer in the tomb. They don’t reflect the amazing and astonishing news that Jesus of Nazareth who was executed by the state, who died on a criminal’s cross, was laid in a tomb without proper burial and without any rituals or rites of respect, is not here.

He. Is. Not. Here. And he is not here because his lifeless body has been moved to another location. He is not here because he is risen, he is resurrected. He is not here, in this tomb, because he is no longer dead but alive. He has been raised. Look, look over there. Do you see that spot over there? That was where they laid him. But he is not there. He is not here. He is risen! He is risen indeed!

            Shouldn’t this news, these words have resulted in celebration? One might think so. But the women who heard them on that early morning did not celebrate. They did not shout for joy. They heard these words from a white robed young man, who was probably an angel, but instead of celebrating they were seized with terror and amazement. Literally, they were trembling with fear, unable to speak. Most likely, unable to think. The women heard the words of the angel and were overcome with fear and shock. And even though the angel gave them instructions to go and tell the disciples and Peter what had happened, to go to Galilee because that is where Jesus is going ahead of them, they couldn’t do it. They could not do what the angel told them – at least not yet. Instead they ran away, saying nothing to no one, because they were afraid.

            No, these aren’t the words we’ve come to expect from Easter. This isn’t the message we want to hear on Easter morning. And I can understand why Mark’s account is not the go-to for the Easter story. I can appreciate why some unknown scribes came along later and tried to clean up Mark’s ending, adding verses to wrap up the story like you wrap a present, neatly, cleanly and tied with a bow.

            It’s as if Mark was taking an exam, heard the warning from the proctor that there were only five more minutes left to finish his essay, and so out of necessity, he just ended the story he was writing.

            “So they went out and fled from the tomb, for terror and amazement had seized them; and they said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid.” The End.

            But Mark’s original ending does not feel like an ending. It feels unfinished. Yet, if we look carefully at the rest of Mark’s gospel, this abrupt ending fits. Mark writes with immediacy and urgency. From the first words of his gospel, we feel as though we’ve been thrust into a story in the middle rather than the beginning. Mark begins his gospel with Jesus already born, already grown, and at the start of a ministry that was on the move. Mark has never wasted ink on flowery details or wordy descriptions. From the opening sentences of this gospel, Mark has made it clear that there was no time to lose in proclaiming the gospel and sharing the good news. So, the fact that his ending should be so abrupt shouldn’t surprise us. But what does surprise us is the lack of rejoicing. Instead of celebration, we have terror and amazement.

            Shouldn’t the women have been overwhelmed with joy rather than fear? After all, their beloved teacher is found to be alive not dead. It almost seems like a dream. If you’ve ever lost someone and dreamed that they were still alive, there are no words to describe that joy that you feel – even in sleep – that the person you love was not lost to you, but alive, alive, ALIVE!

            And yet … if I had been among that group of women, would I have celebrated right away? Or would I have trembled with fear? Would I have been dumbstruck with awe? I think it is highly possible that I would have reacted more like the women from our gospel than I might like to believe. Because dead is supposed to be dead. Those women walk to the tomb grieving and anxious, expecting the dead to stay dead. Instead they are greeted with the news that life overcame death and love defeated hate. It was all too much to take in. It was all more than they could comprehend. An angel, an empty tomb, a message of resurrection. No wonder they shook with fear and trembled with amazement?! As Debi Thomas wrote, sometimes resurrection comes upon us slowly. Our hearts and minds need time to catch up. I suspect that this was true for the women as well. Their hearts and minds needed time to catch up with what they were told, with what they saw and experienced on that early morning.

            Certainly, they must have eventually told someone because the good news did indeed spread from one person to the next. The gospel was proclaimed and shared and believed despite their initial terror and amazement. The good news of the resurrection was not lost due to the women’s first response of flight in the face of what they could not yet grasp. Definitely the story did not end with their running away in fear.

            Maybe that is the good news. Maybe that is the good news we need to hear this Easter morning. The women’s fear did not hinder the proclamation of the gospel. Their inability to grasp what they heard, and what they saw did not stop God and the new thing God was doing. Jesus’ resurrection from death to new life was not stopped because the women ran away or the other disciples didn’t understand. The good news of the gospel cannot be stopped or blocked or thwarted by our fears, our mistakes, our inability, or unwillingness to act or to share. This doesn’t mean that we are not called to proclaim, to tell, to share, and to act out the good news of the gospel in the world. But it does mean that God is not stopped by our limitations. God is not stopped by our fear.

            And there are two words in this gospel story that bring this point home. When the angel greets the women, telling them to not be alarmed or afraid, he also tells them this:

            “But go, tell his disciples and Peter that he is going ahead of you to Galilee…”

            And Peter. Now, why do those two words matter so much? Why did the angel single out Peter from the other disciples? Think about it. What was the last thing Peter did? He denied Jesus. He denied him three times. He refused to acknowledge any connection between them. Peter was afraid. He was terrified. He was overwhelmed with fear at what might happen to him because of his relationship with Jesus. So, Peter denied Jesus.

            But this angel tells the women to go and tell the disciples and Peter that Jesus is resurrected, that Jesus is on the way to Galilee ahead of them. And Peter. Maybe Jesus wanted Peter to know that all was forgiven. Maybe Jesus wanted Peter to know that his denial and his fear did not exclude him from the good news now. It did not exclude him from the work that now must be done. Maybe Jesus wanted Peter and all of them to know that the mistakes of the past were both forgiven and forgotten. Peter’s denial did not extinguish Jesus’ love for him. The fear of the women would not keep the good news from being told. No mistakes that any of them had made or would make could stop God. Go and tell the disciples and Peter. And Peter.

            I know that Mark’s gospel does not end as we might like. I know that his finish feels unfinished. Yet, I think that is indeed the good news. It is not finished, we are not finished, and God is not finished. Peter’s denial did not stop God. The women’s fear did not prevent the gospel from being proclaimed. God is not thwarted by our limitations. And we are not excluded from God’s love because of them. Go and tell the disciples and Peter. Go and tell the disciples and Amy. Go and tell the disciples and Brent. Go and tell the disciples and Charlie. Go and tell the disciples and Mellisa. Go and tell the disciples and Chris and Sam and Lyman and June and Drew. Go and tell the disciples and all of us that Jesus is risen. Go and tell the disciples and all the world that love has overcome hate and death has been swallowed up by new and everlasting life. Our fear does not stop God. Our mistakes cannot limit Love. This is our good news, and in this good news we are fearful and amazed. In this good news we are overwhelmed and lifted up. In this good news we find our hope, our joy, our exultation. Jesus is risen! He is risen indeed!

Thanks be to God!

            Let all of God’s children shout, “Alleluia!”

            Amen.

           

           

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