Thursday, June 4, 2020

When the Spirit Comes -- Pentecost Sunday

Acts 2:1-21                                                                                                                                                     May 31, 2020

             MRS. VON WINBUSH. J.B. WILLIAM. JEFF. KENETHA. ERICKA. SHELIA. WALTER, III. WALTER, IV. PAMELA. JADE. JARED. DONNA. RONNIE. MIA. DARRYL. JAMES. EMILY. MIA. CHRISTY. DORENDA. SHERRIE. SHAWNTAE. BRADLEY. GREG. DAVY. WILLIE. PAULA …

            The other night Brent and I watched one of my favorite movies: Chocolat. It is about a woman who makes wonderful chocolate and also Johnny Depp. Johnny isn’t the story, but he plays a wonderful part in it, and that’s really all you need to know. It is a wonderful story, but even if it weren’t, … well chocolate and Johnny Depp.

            The movie takes place in a small, French village in 1959. As the movie begins, you see the villagers in the town’s church. The congregants are singing, not very enthusiastically, a hymn that invokes the Holy Spirit. It was 1959 so they still referred to the Spirit as the Holy Ghost.

            “Come Holy Ghost and be our guest.”

            And as they are singing, a wind begins to blow. It swirls around the outside of the church, and it blows inside the church through the cracks in the stone walls. The wind is strong and getting stronger. The singing falters. Candles flicker. The young priest looks nervous. The people look around at this wind that has suddenly and unexpectedly joined their congregation. Then with a mighty and even violent gust, the front doors of the church blow open. Everyone stops, startled, astonished, even a little afraid. Except for one man, the Conte de Rayneaux, the town mayor.

            He stands up with a fierce expression of determination on his face. He strides to the doors, and even though it takes some great effort, he closes them. He prevents the wind from gaining any further entrance. That rushing wind is not welcome in his church.

            When the Spirit comes the doors we would rather keep closed get blown wide open.

            When the Spirit comes. Sermon titles are not always my strong suit. I generally must pick my title long before I write my sermon, and I feel like the title commits me to a particular direction in the sermon. I don’t just write my sermons; I labor over them. Sometimes in the laboring, my sermon takes a vastly different turn from where I thought it would, and the title I have chosen seems out of whack. But it’s my title, so I have to work it in somehow. But this week, I was so looking forward to this day, to this sermon, because it is Pentecost. When the Spirit comes!

As I said in my weekly letter, I love Pentecost! I do. I love this day. I love thinking about the power of the Spirit blowing through that upper room. I mean, just think about the mind-boggling changes that were wrought when the Spirit came upon the disciples. They were doing much like we have been doing the last few months: sitting shut away, praying, waiting, hoping.

            Then from heaven there came this roaring, rushing sound. A violent wind, a battering tempest rushed through the room where they were, and it filled them with the Holy Spirit. That filling was visible. Tongues of fire and flame licked above their heads. There was no room for wondering or doubt. They had the Holy Spirit, folks. It blazed above their heads.

            And the Spirit did not stop. The disciples began to speak. There were a lot of folks gathered in Jerusalem for the Feast that came fifty days after Passover. There were folks from all over the diaspora. People who spoke every known language at that time. And these disciples, these followers of that crucified guy Jesus, these people who knew no language but their own, stood up and began to speak in every language represented there.

            And the people gathered were dumbfounded, bewildered, amazed, astonished.

            “What?! What is going on here?! Aren’t these men Galileans? But we hear them speaking to us in our own language! Parthians, Medes, Elamites, Mesopotamians, Judea, Cappodocia, Pontus, Asians, Phrygians, Pamphylians, Egyptians, even parts of Libya. Even Romans are hearing in their language! What is going on here?”

            Everyone was amazed and perplexed. Some folks thought they were drunk. Which is pretty funny actually, because when has great quantities of alcohol ever really helped people when it comes to speaking? But people were trying to find a reason, they were searching, grasping for an explanation. I guess drunk seemed plausible because what else could this be?

            It’s understandable that the people gathered were confused. But the Spirit was not finished. When the Spirit came Peter, PETER, stood up and began to speak. Peter! Impulsive, rash, you are the Messiah, but stop talking about what it means to be the Messiah, no Lord I’ll never deny you, but then he did three times Peter stood up and addressed the crowd. He didn’t just address them or give a little talk. He preached. He interpreted the scripture to them.

            When the Spirit comes, people find the courage to preach. When the Spirit comes, ordinary folks who have been afraid and uncertain are filled with the power to share the good news. When the Spirit comes, unexpected people find the courage to speak the truth.

            When the Spirit comes, ordinary people find the courage to speak the truth of the gospel.

            When the Spirit comes. Maybe you would not look at me this morning and think that I am just some ordinary person who decided to stand up and preach. I am the preacher, the one educated and ordained specifically to do just this Yet I am incredibly ordinary, and even after almost 25 years of doing this, I am still the most unlikely person to be in this place and in this position. So even though I stand up here every week, I have been doing a lot of praying these last few days, more than usual, for the power of the Spirit to give me particular courage on this day. Because when the Spirit came to the disciples on that Pentecost, they did not just stand up and recite the Mesopotamian alphabet song. Peter did not just stand up and denounce the charges that they were drunk. He preached the truth. They preached the truth.

            We’ve been talking a lot as a session, as a congregation about what it will look like when we come back together in this building. I have talked to folks on the phone and gone back and forth in emails about how they feel about the restrictions that may be put in place in order for us to worship in one place. I know that the restrictions that have been sent out are not popular. I know that to some they may even feel punitive. But I also know that part of the frustration that people are feeling, that we all are feeling, is that we just want to be together again. We want to worship together again. We want to see one another outside of a computer screen. We want to hear each other’s voices and hug one another. We want to be a gathered community once more.

            And one of the things that I have tried to say and preach, and that the session has tried to convey is that these walls do not make us a community. We are not a community because of this building. And it has been the building that has been closed, not the church. The church is still wide open. The brick and mortar of this place do not define us, nor do they make us a community.

            It is the Spirit that makes us a community. That was the ultimate outcome of the coming of the Holy Spirit, that rush of a violent wind. It formed and forged a new community. The Holy Spirit, the breath of God, the Advocate that Jesus promised, came and a new community was created. The church was created. And it didn’t happen in just one place, it happened in so many places, with so many people; unlikely people, unexpected people, previously unwelcome people.

            When the Spirit came, a new community was formed and a new way of being and doing and living was made clear and necessary in its wake. The Spirit has made of us a community, but we are not isolated unto ourselves. The community the Spirit is trying to create is so much larger and reaches far beyond the physical boundaries of this place. The community of the Spirit is large, and in that community our siblings, our brothers and sisters are hurting and angry and dying in the street. Yes, I know there is rioting and looting and violence, but as Dr. King said, “rioting is the language of the unheard.” Our siblings have gone unheard for far too long. And none of us are without blood on our hands because this country was built on violence and with violence.

There is injustice and inequality and hatred and racism, and it is not just out there, it is in us. We are all affected by it, we are all infected by it. None of us are without stain. We are all drowning. Our community can never be whole, can never be complete, can be fully at peace until we address it, until we stand up, and trust that the power of the Holy Spirit is still filling us, still moving us, still sending us and calling us to say, “Enough.”

            When the Holy Spirit comes, we are filled with the power and the righteous anger to say, “Enough,” to say, “No more.”

            No more. No more. No more.

            But it cannot be just us saying it, we have to do something about it. We have to act on the no more.

            At the top of the first page of this sermon, I wrote in bold letters the names of many of my friends, people I have known and know, people who love me, have inspired me, have challenged me. I wrote their names because I don’t want them to be another George Floyd or Breonna Taylor and Ahmaud Aubery. I wrote their names because I owe them my no more.

            So to my kindergarten teacher, Mrs. Von Winbush and my sisters and friends, Ericka and Pamela and Shelia, and to my brothers, Jeff and Ronnie and Walter, and to so many others I say no more. I cannot sit by and know that you are in danger simply because of the amount of melanin in your skin. I cannot be fully at home in any community until we are all in community together.

            It is time for all of us to say no more. Because when the Spirit comes, we finally have to speak the truth of the gospel, the truth of the good news. And one truth of the good news is that when some of us are suffering, all of us are suffering. When will we finally say, “No more?” No more.

            Amen and amen.


Tuesday, June 2, 2020

I Am


I Am
the
Problem

He called
for
Help,
Water,
Mother
I Can’t Breathe
Dead

I Am
Privilege

She was
Home
Peaceful
Sleeping
Invaded
Dead

I Am
Racism

He was
Running
Athlete
Hunted
Dead

I Am
Violence

He informed
I’m armed
Legally
Child in Car
Dead

 I Am
Denial

She was
Pulled over
Traffic stop
Arrested
No reason
Dead

I Am
Broken

How many tears
of how many

Mothers
Fathers
Sisters
Brothers
Children
Friends

Must fall
before
Justice
and
Righteousness
Walk Together
Again

 O God
You Are
the
Great I Am

You
Became Body
to
Save Us
Body and Soul

You Are
Peace

May we
Share
Your Peace
through
Our Words
and
Our Deeds

You Are
Light

May we
Shine
Your Light
Inward
Outward
Exposing
Our Lies
Our Hatred
Our Fear

You Are
Love

May We
Embody
Your Love
so
All Bodies
Walk
Free

because

We Are
Broken


©Amy Busse Stoker