Acts 1:1-14
May 24, 2020
One of the many questions I had
about church as a child was about the weekly offering. Why did we have to give
money to the church? My parents would try to explain to me that we gave the
money to help Jesus. That’s what they said, “We give the money to help Jesus.”
That actually confused me more, because
the understanding that I had of Jesus was that he lived in heaven and had been
living there for quite some time. He watched over us from heaven. In my young
mind that meant that we gave money to help Jesus who lived in heaven. I
remember trying to figure that one out, and the only logical explanation I
could come up with was that after everyone left the church, Jesus came down
from heaven, gathered up all the money from the offering plates and took it
back with him to heaven.
I pictured the Jesus I saw in my Sunday
school room: nice man with brown hair and a brown beard, looking beatific and
kind, and posed with his arms outstretched in welcome. That is the Jesus I saw
coming down from heaven – kindly, gentle smile, with his arms outstretched. And
that is the Jesus I saw return to heaven – same smile, same arms outstretched,
only know his arms were full of the money we gave because obviously money was
needed in heaven. It was quite a while before I found another picture to
replace that one.
First, this is a vivid example of why
abstract concepts do not work with little kids who think in concrete terms.
Second, without even realizing it, I had formed my own mental picture of Jesus
ascending into heaven. My picture involved Jesus ascending on a weekly basis
with his arms full of money, but still it was ascension.
This past Thursday was the Day of the
Ascension. We do not put too much emphasis on this day in our tradition, but I
know that Christians in other places do. In some countries, the Day of the
Ascension is a religious holiday. This is the day that Jesus ascended into
heaven, let us rejoice and be glad in it.
I doubt that the Ascension will ever take
on quite the same importance in our culture, but that does not mean we
shouldn’t give it any thought. It would be easy to get caught up in the
literalness of the event – did Jesus zoom straight up? Did he just vanish or
did the cloud act as cover? If it happened today, would Jesus have been picked
upon radar or mistaken for a UFO? As with other supernatural happenings
concerning Jesus, I don’t actually spend a lot of time worrying about the
literalness of them. Whether Jesus literally soared up into the clouds or was
no longer seen again, I think the ascension has a deeper significance than its
logistics.
In our Christian narrative we tend to stop
with the resurrection. Jesus was brutally crucified. He was willing to die for
the truth he brought about God and God’s kingdom. He was willing to die for
those around him and for us. But his resurrection from the dead changed
everything. And it did. But in the ascension, we find completion. It is
completion of Jesus’ life here on earth. It is the full circle – for Jesus. For
the disciples, the ascension of Jesus is the beginning for them. Several
commentators refer to the ascension as the “passing of the baton.” Jesus’
earthly life is finished, but the work he began is not. The gospel of good news
about God’s love has to be shared. Jesus opened our eyes, our minds, our hearts
to see the kingdom of God in our midst, but we now shoulder the responsibility
to do the same for others.
Jesus’ words to the disciples were that
they must “be my witnesses.” The power to do just that is what we celebrate
next week. But Jesus’ command is clear, “Be my witnesses.” And just as in the
stories of the resurrection, when Jesus is no longer in their sight, angels
are. Two men dressed in white, appear to them. They ask one question, “men of
Galilee, why do you stand looking up toward heaven? This Jesus, who has been
take up from you into heaven, will come in the same way as you saw him go into
heaven.”
The men’s question focuses on the
disciples looking up. But implied in their question – as I see it – is a second
question. Why are you not looking out? Why aren’t you looking out into the
world God created? Why aren’t you looking out at the people who are living in darkness,
in fear, in sorrow, in hopelessness? Why are you looking up when you should be
looking out?
One of the techniques I used for teaching
confirmation classes in the past was to talk about the different aspects of our
worship service. I know our virtual services are shortened, but the basic
structure is still there. We gather and we call ourselves to worship. We hear
the Word written and proclaimed. We respond in prayer and affirmation. We are
sent. In my teaching, I tell folks, young and old, that the Word is the focal
point of our reformed service. Everything builds up to it and everything moves
from it. There is a lot of energy invested in getting to the Word. But I’ll be
honest, whether we are worshipping in person or virtually, by the time we get
to the sending part, I think we start losing steam.
We’re thinking about lunch. I’m usually
vacillating between that was an okay sermon and that was the worst sermon I’ve
ever preached. People want to stretch and move. Some of you at home are
thinking about one more cup of coffee. Some of you at home are thinking about
getting out of your pajamas – it’s okay, I get it. We just move through the
sending part and consider our worship completed.
But the sending is not an afterthought. It
is not just a nice way to finish worship and move on. The sending is as
important and as crucial as every other moment in worship. Perhaps it is the most
crucial. If we don’t take the sending seriously, I think we are just spending
the majority of our time looking up, forgetting that we are also supposed to be
looking out.
Right now, I feel like I’m spending much
more time looking up than I am looking out. I’m looking up demanding answers to
why, when, how long. I’m looking up imploring for help, for hope. I’m looking
up in sorrow and lamentation. I’m looking up in frustration and even sometimes
in despair. But these words from Acts and John too remind me that I need to
refocus my gaze. I need to look out. Where am I being sent? How am I being
sent? What does God need me, need us to do out there? Because there is a whole
lot of need. There is a whole lot of sorrow. There is a whole lot of people who
need the good news, who desperately crave, long for a word of hope, a word of
peace, a word of love. There is a whole lot of folks out there who need us to
look out and be for them, in any way we can, the love of God.
Because it was that love that brought Jesus
into our midst and gathers us together. It is love that brings us to the Word.
And it is that love, that life giving, life changing love that sends us out. So
why are we still looking up?
Amen and amen.
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