Luke 8:26-39
June 22, 2025
When I was 7, I wrote a poem entitled
A Wish. My mother saved this poem with the intention of embroidering it
and giving it to me as a gift, which she did. It is in my office right now. Mom
told me when she gave it to me that she wanted me to have proof that I was a
well-adjusted child. We can dig into my mother’s reasons for thinking it
necessary for me to know that I was a well-adjusted child in another sermon,
but here is the content of my poem, A Wish.
“I wish I were a teacher. Or
even a nurse. Or a mother with children all around her. I wish I had a husband
who was a millionaire. But I am just glad to be me. Because Amy Busse is me and
that is that.”
If I could make a wish today, it
would be to talk with my seven-year-old self and discover what it was that made
her happy to be her. What did she know about herself that made her so
fundamentally content with the person she was? How did the seven-year-old Amy
have such a solid understanding of what it means to be Amy? Because I can tell
you that since that time I haven’t always had that understanding.
I hope that it doesn’t shock or
concern any of you that I admit that truth; admit that I have struggled with
understanding myself, knowing myself, of having periods of identity crises,
however that may be defined. I think it probably makes me normal. I think that
one of the challenges we often face as we grow up and grow older is trying to
figure out who we are amid all the good and the bad that we encounter and
endure, all the life we experience. The self-assuredness I had at seven was
lost to the deep self-consciousness of adolescence. It began to come back as I entered
adulthood, but it was never the same because I was not the same. Who is the
same? Our living changes us, challenges
us. All that we experience, the good and bad, the dramatic and the everyday
shapes us. What we learn, what we see, who we meet, who we are in relationship
with, friendship with, the loves and the losses, the joys and the heartbreaks –
all those pieces and parts of our lives shape us, shape our identities. At
different times in my life, at turning points along the way, in seminal moments,
and in everyday reflections I have wrestled with the question of “Who am
I?” Sometimes my answer to that question
has come with grief as well as hope, pain along with pride.
I realize the pain I’ve felt during
my times of identity wrestling is a far cry from the pain this man, this
demoniac, endures. We often write off the stories of demon possession in
scripture as being undiagnosed mental illness, as though mental illness is so easily
treated and dealt with today. But the reality is that mental illness still
carries a terrible stigma in our culture and context, so it isn’t as though we
fully understand or accept it now. And while I am not sure what I believe about
actual demons, I do agree with theologian Debie Thomas, who wrote that if we
understand demon possession in a broader, more general way, as that which tries
to separate and keep us from God, to keep us dead, when God wants us fully
alive, then we are under bombardment every day by demonic forces. And they are
coming after us and at us from all possible directions.
But whether this man was under
literal demonic possession or experiencing a severe and ongoing psychotic
breakdown or both, he was in pain. He was in physical, emotional, mental, and
spiritual pain. Think about how awful this man’s life must have been. He is
described as a man of the city. Does this mean that once upon a time he was an
upright citizen? Fully functioning and capable? A person with family and
friends, a profession, a life? But something changed for him. For a long time,
he was without adequate clothing and shelter. He roamed among the tombs, which
was probably its own sort of wasteland and wilderness. He was kept under guard
but was that more for his protection or for the other people in the city.
He
was bound with shackles and chains, but they could not hold him. He would break
out of them and be driven by his demons “into the wilds.” The demons drove him
to break loose of his bindings, but he could never break free. There was no
liberation. Whatever had once made this man a whole person, a unique child of
God, seemed to have been destroyed forever. It was a nightmarish existence
indeed.
But then … Jesus arrives. Jesus and
his disciples have been traveling in a boat across the sea. While they were
sailing they were assailed by a terrible storm, but Jesus calmed it with a
word. Now that the storm has subsided and he and his disciples have crossed over
to dry land, Jesus is confronted with a different kind of storm – the storm of
possession that rages inside this man.
This story is found in all three
synoptic gospels, Matthew, Mark and Luke. Luke tells us that when the man sees
Jesus, the demons in him cry out,
“What
have you to do with me, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? I beg you, do not
torment me.”
The
demons recognize Jesus as the Son of God before the people do, and this is not
the first instance of that happening. I find it interesting that, if I’m
reading it correctly, Jesus has made at least one attempt at commanding the
demons to leave the man. It’s almost as if their words are in response to his
command. What changes everything is when Jesus asks the man, “What is your
name?” His answer? “Legion.”
To us, hearing the word legion
probably translates to “a great number” or “many” or “a whole bunch.” But the
people witnessing this encounter would have heard it differently. They would have
had a crystal clear picture of what a legion was. These were people living
under Roman occupation. A legion of Roman soldiers was a troop of 5,000 to
6,000 men. That goes well beyond my initial assumption of what a legion might
look like.
If the demons possessing this man
are legion, then how could there be anything left of him? Whoever he was before
surely was gone. But Jesus asking that question, “what is your name?” opens the
door for the demons to leave and calls the man back to himself. The demons did
not want to leave the man. They did not want to go back to the abyss of chaos
and evil. As Debie Thomas also pointed out, even evil and chaos resist evil and
chaos. The legion of demons begs Jesus
to let them enter a herd of swine feeding on a hillside. Jesus gives them
permission. The demons rush out of the man, enter the pigs and the entire herd
runs down the steep bank into the lake and drown.
This is the point in the story where
I think many of us stop listening because we’re horrified at either the animal
cruelty that’s involved here or the lost livelihood to the people who own those
pigs, or both. It horrifies me too, I promise. But right or wrong, I think we
need to get past that and pay attention to what happens next. We need to pay
attention to the people’s response to the man. The swineherds have witnessed
this, so they run off to tell everyone what they have seen and heard. The
people come out to see for themselves and what do they find? This man, who had
been so completely possessed by demons that his existence – for that’s all it
was – was now truly alive. He who had been naked was clothed. He who had raged
and fought and broken every chain that bound him was in his right mind. He who
could not be still, be quiet, be calm was now seated at the feet of Jesus, the
place where disciples sit. This man, who had been lost to the demons that
warred inside him, was now returned and restored.
What
do we think the people’s reaction should have been? Do we think they should
have rejoiced, celebrated, praised God? Whatever we might think their response
should have been, we are all probably disappointed at what it was. They did not
run to the man with tears in their eyes, welcoming him back into the fold. They
did not rejoice at his restoration. They did not praise God. They did not thank
Jesus for giving them back one of their own. Their response was fear. They were
afraid. Luke says that they were “seized with great fear.” To be seized with
great fear sounds almost like another kind of demon possession doesn’t it?
The people were seized with great
fear, so they did not invite Jesus and the disciples back to their homes for
dinner. There were no parties thrown or feasts given. They ask Jesus to leave. Look,
Jesus, could you and your friends just go? Could you just leave us in peace and
stop changing everything we know and understand? So Jesus gets back in the boat
to return to the other side, to Galilee. The man – now healed and whole – begs
Jesus to let him go along. But Jesus tells him to go home and tell the people at
home how much God has done for him. Jesus commissions the man, the restored
man, the whole man, to stay where he was and witness to the people. Make them
hear you. Make them see you. Let them know how much God has done for you.
We may believe this story doesn’t
have a place in our contemporary lives. We may believe that we can explain away
what the man suffered by calling it mental illness. We may think that that was
then and this is now, so what does this story have to teach us? Where in this
story, this strange, baffling, out-there there story do we find good news?
Maybe this story is good news
because it challenges us to confront our own fear. How have we been seized with
great fear in the face of what God has done and is doing for us? How many times
have we chosen the demons of death that we know rather than step into the life
we don’t? How many times have we, again as Debie Thomas wrote, settled for
tolerance instead of challenging ourselves to love, to really, really, really
love?
And maybe the good news is that this
story calls us to remember how much God has done for us. Done, already, past
tense. What has God already done for us? What life has God already given us?
What healing has God already offered? What transformation has God already
accomplished in our midst, in our community, in our lives?
If I were to look over my whole life
to this point, from that seven-year-old I was to the person I am now, I could
name so many things that God has done for me. I could point to so many times
when God has been there, with me, with, me, pulling me, pushing me, calling me,
comforting me, challenging me, confronting me. And that’s just my one life.
What about you? What about us? What about others who need to hear from us?
Because Jesus didn’t tell the man to go home and praise God and stop there.
Jesus told the man to go home and tell others. Tell others the good news. Tell
others how he was unshackled and unbound and loved and made whole. Tell others
his name and ask them theirs.
We are called to witness to others
what God has done for us, through our words, through our actions, through our
lives. And we are called to help unbind and unshackle, to loose and to love.
There is no such thing as privatized salvation. Salvation is for us, and
salvation is for the world. It can all begin with one simple question. What is
your name?
Let all of God’s children say,
“Alleluia.”
Amen.
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